SPN Fanvids Rec

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SPN Fanvid Rec:Hell House (evil!Winchesters)

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SPN Fanvid Rec:the thinning line (dean winchester)

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SPN/RPS Fanfic Recs

SPN:

Title: Ugly Duckling Author: [info]rivkat
——http://rivkat.dreamwidth.org/236198.html
Summary: The Dean Winchester we see isn’t exactly how he started out. Cliche prompt: Mutation/physical transformation. Gen, PG-13; allusions to sex and to possibly disturbing subject matter.

Title: Lucky Duck (the Two-Face Two-Step) Author: [info]roque_clasique
——http://kamikazeremix.livejournal.com/38523.html?format=light#cutid1
Summary: When Sam was twelve, he had to re-learn to love his brother. Or rather, his brother’s face.

RPS:

Title: The Puzzle (That is Me) Author: [info]felisblanco
——http://felisblanco.livejournal.com/1039042.html
Summary: As they start filming and working together, Jared realizes Danneel’s prediction was right. He and Jensen do hit it off. Sure Jensen is quirky and sometimes (okay, a lot of times) uncomfortably direct to the point of being rude. But once Jared figures out Jensen isn’t actually mean as much as he’s just a little clueless (and mostly unconcerned) about the rules of social interactions, it stops bothering him.

Title: The Fear You Won’t Fall (A timestamp for The Puzzle (That is Me))
Author:
 [info]felisblanco
——http://felisblanco.livejournal.com/1059448.html
Summary:
Jensen looks so “normal,” and at the same time so Jensen it makes Jared’s heart stutter in his chest. He stands there, with his coffee mug in one hand and a piece of toast in the other, and he thinks, This is my life now.
It’s a little overwhelming to tell the truth.
“I really do love you,” he says.
“I know,” Jensen answers absently as he fills in the last word. He sets the pen aside then folds the newspaper and places it at the corner of the table in perfect line with the edge before picking up the pen and putting it on top, right in the middle.
“We need to buy milk,” he says as he stands up, not giving Jared as much as a glance before heading upstairs.
Jared closes his eyes. Adapt and adjust. That’s all there is.

Title: The farmer and his cow
——http://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/42239.html?thread=10096127
kinkmeme匿名文

Prompt: Slavery!AU – It’s the norm for families who are struggling financially to sell off one or more of their kids to one of the many milking farms.

8 year old Jensen’s parents just lost their jobs and money is getting tight, so Jensen is sold to the Padalecki Ranch just down the road. There, Jared, the owner, trains him to be obedient until the day he starts to produce sperm (around 10 or 11). Jared then fucks him to stimulate production, then puts him on a milking machine three times a day with the rest of his ‘livestock’. Jared makes a killing selling what he collects to sperm connoisseurs and medical research facilities.

At the end of the day, Jared pulls out a scrap of paper from a bucket with a number on it, and which ever boy/teen has that number branded on his shoulder is the one Jared brings to the main house and fucks all night.

Go ahead and throw in any other kinks you want, except for scat and watersports.

一句话推荐:不要因为这是kinkme活动文而错过它。这是一篇非常非常棒的同人小说。

SPN 703观后感转载: Dean Winchester, your trust issues astound me

and make me cry when no one else is looking.

It is always “Trust me” or “Believe me”, but whenever someone else uses your best weapon against you, you just can’t. Sam asked you to trust him, to let him try and stop the Apocalypse: you tried to beat the shit out of him. Castiel asked you to trust him, to let him try and stop Raphael: you told him that you can’t. Sam asks you to trust him, to leave this woman alone and let her live her life with her kid: you kill her in front of her children.

And it’s not even your fault. It’s this life that you’ve been dragged into, this existence where the second anyone gets the idea to leave it seems like they’re gone. If they don’t trust you, you lose them forever and if you decide to trust them it always gets thrown back in your face.

~

The end of this episode made me want to punch a baby in the face. I know Dean is grieving and Dean is scared and Dean doesn’t know what to do, but it still hurts. Because I can’t help but remember that young boy who freaked out over having to shoot a demon with the colt.

看到最后一句的时候,我忍不住流泪了。

I love Dean so much that it hurts。

SPN 703: Responsibility and guilt

现在讨论SPN的热情没有以前高,不过这集是Jensen导演的,作为粉丝还是要努力鼓足干劲。

剧情内容我就不复述了,下面是这集我喜欢的几个地方:

1. 医院场景
2 .bobby拍dean的脸
3. pie
4. 切石膏
5. dean一拳把sam打飞(没错,sammy,偷走你哥的黑美人后果是很严重的)
6. 小sam和amy的大部分场景以及amy的妈妈
7. 快到最后dean和amy以及和小孩的那段

剩下来的时间就是——辩论大赛!

Dean又一次成为了争论的焦点——他该不该杀掉Amy,毕竟Amy是个好母亲不是么?我承认,这点在我看来不是大问题,我关心的焦点也不在这里,所以我简单说几句。

第一,无论动机如何值得同情,Amy杀了人。没错,剧里被害的男人是个混蛋,但是别忘了警察的那句话“这个男人不像其他人那么值得同情。所以,Amy至少(我说至少)杀了两个无辜的人和一个混蛋。Amy是个好母亲,她杀人是为了救她的孩子。但是她杀的人也是其他人的母亲、父亲或孩子。就像Dean所说的,这很简单,你杀了人?还是没杀人?原则一旦打破,借口就会蜂拥而至。孩子不会只生一次病,而生命只有一次。即使是SPN,也不会复活那些被杀的无辜人们。

第二,这不是Dean信任不信任Sam的问题,这是贯彻Dean一生的原则问题:Saving people,hunting things。这和那个吸血鬼女孩的情况不同,在那时那个女孩还没有吸血,她是无辜的,而Amy不是。Dean没有任何理由去相信Sam的判断——她不会再杀人了。当下次再出现问题,Amy依然会杀人。原则是属于那种一旦你破例,就没有回头路可走的东西。

Dean被骂?坦白说我并不关心。我为什么要去关心看了七季SPN,还在纠结这种虚无的道德标准的讨论?至于那个小孩或者说这件事曝光后会带来的后果,我想Dean既然做出了选择,就必然会想到将来的后果。Dean觉得OK,那么我就觉得OK。

我关注的焦点不在Dean在这集采取了什么行动,而在于Sam没有做什么。不买派买蛋糕这种糊弄行为我可以放到一边。趁Dean熟睡偷走Impala不告诉Dean自己去做什么我也可以放在一边。但是放过杀了人的Amy?Really?

这集把Amy塑造成Sam的初恋,可实际上,她是Sam应当承担的责任。放走她是Sam的选择,无论有多少情愫在里面,当Amy杀人时,结束这一切就是Sam的责任。杀掉Amy是Sam应当作出的决定,而他选择了再次放Amy走,在她杀了至少三个人后。如果是前两季的Sam作出这个决定,我可以理解。可是经历过这么多以后还这么做,我只能说Sam仍旧不是他心中自以为的那个成熟、有担当的人。他没有杀掉Amy,你可以说他念旧,可以说他心地善良,可以说他相信真善美,可在我看来,这是懦弱的表现。他表面上做出了善意的决定,结果却是让其他普通人来承担风险。他把责任撂在了一边,随之而来的后果也被他撂在了一边。

Dean在最后担起了本来该Sam承担的责任、内疚、后果。你告诉我Dean冷血、无情?我得说,这个男人挑起的担子,无论多沉重,他都会一直肩负前行。

我信任这样的Dean。我爱这样的Dean。

最后,还有一个地方让我有点在意,那就是704的promo。里面说到那个埃及神,追猎有负罪感的人,bobby说“听上去就像你Dean。” 我觉得有趣的是,如果说这个神仙审判的是有负罪感的人的话,为什么Sam不是他的目标?因为Sam没有负罪感?做了这么多错事,伤害了这么多人,他的负罪感就这么微不足道?

现在下判断为时过早,不过联想到前面提过的ivline的采访,用来解释这个问题还蛮合情合理的不是?

总之,下集一切就见分晓。

最后,Jensen的导演很赞,恭喜你Jensen!

 

P.S. 为什么Sam就是不能给他哥好好买个派?

The scales of Justice are still tipped in my favor.

摘自http://www.tvline.com/2011/10/supernatural-season-7-jensen-ackles-jared-padalecki/

“There’s the responsibility of his brother and having to watch over him, feeling like he let him down all the time,” Ackles notes. “Now there’s the whole Cas issue. He didn’t get to him in time. He wasn’t able to help him out and save him.” And the issues continue to go way, way back – “all the way to his father,” says Ackles – so “there’s just a mound of guilt that has built itself up on Dean’s shoulders and that he constantly wears around.”

 

As for Sam, who isn’t put on trial despite having done his share of guilty things – e.g. drinking demon blood, opening Lucifer’s portal – “he understands he’s served his time” as a result of his crumbling Hell wall troubles. “He tried to do the right thing over and over again, and he’s like, ‘You know what? I made a few mistakes, but…I think I’ve done more good than bad,” says Padalecki. “The scales of Justice are still tipped in my favor.’”

 

说真的,Jared,这就是你对Sam这个角色的理解?这就是你对guilt的理解?七个季度的演出,你对角色的理解还停留在这个层面?

从第四季开始,我就和某位SPN粉讨论过很多次,我们对于sam的意见,到底是对sam这个角色本身,还是对Jared演绎的sam的意见,就在昨天我们还在讨论这个。具体讨论的内容很散杂,牵涉的其他方面也很多,我就不罗列了。